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Sometimes I feel like i'm not good enough for my love..i'm not the prettiest, not the brightest, so many flaws..i know i have my good side, but..

emmm i guess being a Leo (tendency to be vain) i'm a little particular on the look..well,my look.despite the fact that i take care of my food intake, skincare, health,& using so many products, there are things that i just can't improve..sometimes it bothers me sometimes it doesn't..sometimes i'm confident sometimes i'm not..oh boy..sometimes it made me think, will this eventually makes him less interested in me? will he regret being with me? Is he going to change his interest to other girl? I know..i know..not everybody is that shallow, putting 'good look' as the no 1 list..but demmit who doesn't like looking good?

Well..i guess all this talk comes from the fact that i'm afraid of losing him & his interest..so little confidence i have in myself eh? haih..girls & looks..this kind of pressure..if only i could set my mind not to care about this kind of thing..but being a total ignorant is bad too..Oh well..i have to find a balance in everything..

 

Look on the bright side & be positive! Need to learn to be confident in every way..i must love myself..everybody is beautiful in their own way :)

A word to myself

Trust urself & be confident in ur own skin..

Yepp..that's the way to go!

Oh well..come to think of it, good looks doesn't stay forever..what matters is to lead life happily & always be grateful..life is too short to worry about this kind of stuff..whatever happens, accept it with an open heart..the more u deny it, the more crazy things can be..

below is one example of crazy stuff that ppl do..oh my..

Definitely prettier before surgery

Lesson learned: Don't go crazy on changing ur looks..God makes u beautiful just the way u are..

*hubby, stay with me & love me forever..will u? hehe*

:P