The person you love most will always be the person that hurt you the most

Sigh..

It is true..the person you love most will always be the person that hurt you the most..

I don't really put much hopes in becoming the ultimate person someone could hope for..i just do my best, and if it is not enough then there is really nothing else i can do except for try & try again...at the same time i have to accept what happen at that moment..if it is something i can change or do, i have to do it or change it..if not, accept it the way it is..

I can never be the perfect one for anybody..everybody has their own flaws..you just need a person who accepts you for who you are..it is not easy finding a person like that..but a relationship is about accepting each other no matter what & also working on what you have..when one side stop trying & have their attention to someone else, that is when the relationship starts to fall..

I do realize life is not perfect. If such thing ever occurs, i will have to remind myself to work on whatever possible to maintain the relationship because again, everybody have flaws..but of course, being a human, it is hard to think rationally when you are full of emotion..if i ever feel this way, i hope that i will read this post..please please please stay strong..try not to follow emotion so much when making decisions...rationalize everything..make decisions only when your head is clear..take some time apart if you have to..think what is best, not only for yourself but decide what is best for everybody..never be selfish

*forgiveness is never a bad thing*